life feels so shit right now
i'm sick
i have the worst headache
i've been in bed for a long time doing shit all
i feel so lonely and wish someone would join me in my bed and snuggle with me
i feel this all the time
fuck

im probably going to look back on this in a few months time and think,
"how could you have liked him, silly girl"

note to self:

per-i-phras-tic |ˌperəˈfrastik|

adjective

(of speech or writing) indirect and circumlocutory

i want you so bad.

This is a reminder to self that you are not meant to like him.

Reasons you shouldn't like him:

1. He is not a Christian

2. He seems more interested in your sibling than you, you boring person.

Reasons you might like him:

1. His voice drives you crazy.

2. Do you think that him not being a Christian affects your feelings towards him?

3. Everything

inspiration board 4 may

  

How do you know when you have fallen for someone?

Is it the feeling of wanting to see them so bad the moment they have just left?
Is it the topic-less conversations at the break of midnight when you know you shouldn't be asleep and the sound of his voice just sounds so comforting and perfect to you?
How you have to argue about every single little detail until someone wins and you cannot agree to disagree?

Or are these just common aspects of relationships that have been exemplified and when flaws have been ignored due to your infatuation?
How do you know that the infatuation will be short lived and not flower into something more?



What about if you know you have fallen someone but don't want to jump into anything because of being afraid to get hurt.

C A M P

Camp was awesome :) Spent some good time with my girls! 
On the first day: we had raft building + sex education + activities night
Second day: high ropes and abseiling + campfire at night
Third day: survival challenge and power fan!


Here are some photos from the campfire :) More photos to come! Also thanks to Barton for lending me your camera :)

happy valentine's day!

hello all! hope you've all been good. here are some more photos :)

had a really good time on the bus to sport with Tauba and Kelly!

some shots of playing around tonight

today.

wake up wake up

I have been awaken by the dream I was in. I was running, but I was hardly getting anywhere, like I was forcefully being pulled back by gravity. Going down a hill, I leaped large, strategic steps in urge to save energy. The thought of being so slow was a burden and now I am awake, ready to go for a real run.